So outside is raining, flashing, rumbling and thundering .. and of course my car's alarm is whining. So in that wonderfull night I decided to start a blog, another one, but this time in English, so I could share my pain, joy and urges with the world. haha i sound stupid, but who cares? The important thing is that I started it! Before I go to bed, let me tell you a few things about me: I'm young, disturbed and totally lost in life 18-years-old girl from Bulgaria (I'll talk about my lovely country soon), my prom is a week from now, and I don't know what's gonna happen to me next. All I know is that outside is raging a storm and I'm fuckin' scared, so I'm going to bed, hoping that I would go to sleep quickly.